I've decided to change back to my previous layout, which is sweet. Anyway, I'm feeling damn troubled. I don't know why things turned out this way. I hate my life, seriously. Problems are everywhere.

I know that I'm wrong. I don't know what caused me to be like this. Maybe its a moment of folly that I did that. I seriously didn't know what I was doing. I apologised, but you kept on rubbing in. You made me damn angry 2 nights ago, and we had our most serious quarrel. Nasty words came out from my mouth. I never felt so angry before. Sometimes I don't know what I did. Sometimes you don't like the things that I do. Sometimes when I feel that I'm right, you think that I'm wrong. Did we come this far, for 2 years, just to end up this way? It's hard to break up, seriously. I just hope that sometimes we can give each other some breathing space, and whenever we do things which doesn't please each other, we should thrash things out instead of quarrelling, and raking up all the unpleasant past. What's done cannot be undone. All of that happened so long ago. I know what I did recently was wrong, and I shouldn't have done that. I wanted to sort things out with you, but you didn't want it, instead, you added charcoal to the fire. I hate to quarrel. It drains me. You know that I cannot be angry, and you kept on agitating me that night. You won't know how I felt that very night. I felt as if im gonna explode anytime. I can do anything when I'm angry. You know me, and yet you....

Now that all your friends thinks that I'm in the wrong. Ya, you win. Whenever my friends talked bad about you, I will argue and even quarrel with them. And now, just because you felt sad in school or what, and you tell all your friends about what had happened, all blames on me. Fingers pointing at me. People talking behind my back. Ya, I feel like an idiot. I feel useless.

All I can say is I'm sorry. It's up to you if you wanna forgive me anot. If you still don't want, then make your decision. I'll respect it. Relationships are meant to be happy and not having cold wars and pushing blames to one another. So yeah.

7/06/2007 09:13:00 PM
The determination;
KUROSAKI ICHIGO.

Jeremy
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